AS I SIT AND PRAY JUST HOPIG GOD WILL LISTEN TOO WHAT i HAVE TO SAY, I WONDER IS HE REALLY THERE OR IS IT HE JUST DONT CARE. I DONT ASK FOR MONEY, GIFTS OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT; JUST FOR HAPPINESS AND I DIDNT THINK THAT IT WAS TO MUCH TO ASK. MY LIFE IS FILLED WITH SADNESS THAT JUST WONT PASS; ALTHOUGH I WAIT PATIENT I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN LAST; THE PAIN HURTS DEEP DOWN INSIDE AND THE LONGER IT LINGERS I FEEL AS THOUGH IM GONNA DIE OH GOD I ASK ONE MORE TIME, PLEASE BLESS ME WITH THE HAPPINESS I NEED TOO SURVIVE.